♫ Both Sides Now ♫ (Redux)

I have nothing left of myself to give tonight … I need only to find my bed and hopefully sleep sans phantom cat and sans nightmares for once.  So, I am reduxing a song I played over a year ago, but with an addition.  When I first played it, I mentioned, but did not include the Joni Mitchell version, and tonight I am remedying that oversight!


This song was the first hit song written by Joni Mitchell, whose version appeared on her 1969 album Clouds. Mitchell recalled:

“I was reading Saul Bellow’s Henderson the Rain King on a plane and early in the book Henderson the Rain King is also up in a plane. He’s on his way to Africa and he looks down and sees these clouds. I put down the book, looked out the window and saw clouds too, and I immediately started writing the song. I had no idea that the song would become as popular as it did.”

Joni Mitchell had been through a very difficult time when she wrote this song’s lyric. In 1965, she gave birth to a baby girl, but struggled as a single mom (the father was an old boyfriend who left soon after Mitchell got pregnant). She married a musician named Chuck Mitchell that year, but soon after the marriage, gave up the child for adoption. Soon, her marriage was on the rocks, and in 1967 they split up.

I might have liked Joni Mitchell’s version a lot better had I not heard Judy Collins’ rendition, and for me, there was no other.  Collins is known as a folk singer, and has recorded songs written by Leonard Cohen, Pete Seger, Bob Dylan and many others.  Her recording of this song provided her first hit, and also brought exposure to Mitchell, who went on to a very successful career as both a songwriter and performer.

Both Sides, Now
Joni Mitchell/Judy Collins

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons every where
Looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
It’s cloud’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and ferries wheels
The dizzy dancing way that you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I’ve looked at love that way

But now it’s just another show
And you leave ’em laughing when you go
And if you care, don’t let them know
Don’t give yourself away

I’ve looked at love from both sides now
From give and take and still somehow
It’s love’s illusions that I recall
I really don’t know love
Really don’t know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say, “I love you” right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I’ve looked at life that way

Oh, but now old friends they’re acting strange
And they shake their heads, they say I’ve changed
Well something’s lost, but something’s gained
In living every day

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all

It’s life’s illusions that I recall
I really don’t know life
I really don’t know life at all

Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Joni Mitchell
Both Sides, Now lyrics © Crazy Crow Music / Siquomb Music Publishing

31 thoughts on “♫ Both Sides Now ♫ (Redux)

    • Sigh. As I told Clive … mea culpa. I was so tired and somewhat down that I didn’t take the time and effort to search for a better version. You are right … the one you chose is MUCH better! Much more like the one I remember. Thank you … and my apologies for my poor choice.
      Cwtch

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  1. I’ve always felt that Judy Collins’ version was a little too pristine, to be honest. Interesting that you chose the later, re-recorded Joni version, when her vocal range was in decline after too many cigarettes. I don’t think it is a patch on her youthful original, which I’ve always loved.

    Lyric Find appear to have let you down again – unless ferries have started moving on wheels. Ferris, perhaps? 😉

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    • My bad, Clive … I was so exhausted/depressed … but I wanted to make this one better, so looking at the comments from last time I posted only the Judy Collins’ version, I decided to add the Joni Mitchell version, I grabbed the first one I came across. I should have taken a bit of extra time. Mea culpa …and my apologies.

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      • No need to apologise! I’ve seen at least one other comment that says how much they like the later version so I guess it’s just a matter of taste. If you listen to her two versions side by side you’ll see what I mean about the difference in her voice over 33 years. I did rather like the idea of ferries on wheels though 😉

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